If I could honestly understand what I've gotten myself into, it'd be a blessing...and I don't even believe in God.
I'm a freshman in high school this year and my friends and I had 3 goals.
1.Find older, cuter boyfriends before homecoming
2.Have perfect hair, clothes, and a body BEFORE high school started
and 3.Make these the best years of our lives.
Now, I'm not using Trevor. In fact, sometimes I think he's using me. He's 16 and a junior this year, which makes a 2 year age difference and a whole lot of experience for him. So we met up and after smoking for my first time, I decided to make this a project.
Basically, the whole point in this is to really get down into the facts and see if he IS using me. After all, I am 5'7 and 108 lbs. I have abs and a average breast size, long blonde hair in which I dye the ends blue.
I REALLY, REALLY like him. I might just even love him, but I don't know if I'm IN love with him. He's great, funny, cute, everything the normal stoner-boy is. He sells marijuana, and smokes it regularly but now a days its hard to know someone who isn't. I guess sex is another huge part of this project. I'm a super-virgin. Having only ever had one boyfriend before, this is all new to me. He comes to my house almost every afternoon and we make out until 20 minutes before my mom gets home. But as usual, the boy wants more.
My dad hasn't been around for about a year now, after abandoning my mom and me for Washington D.C., I only talk to him when he bombards me to call, he sends me texts and mails me presents and sometimes by appointed b the judge I have to go visit him and his girlfriend, now relocated to Charleston, WV. He's an alcoholic asshole who treated my mom like shit. (Yes, I know there is resentment here) Let's just say I'm happy he's out of the picture at 6 feet 7 inches and 200 lbs.
My mom on the other hand is meeting Trevor today. According to him, he's a suck-up to parents. He better be, my moms a catholic bitch who will speak her mind if she wants to.
So, in a nutshell, I'm dating a bad boy, who I'm going to try my hardest to make good for me. <3
